NOTE: Be patient… I am working on it. It will be slow, but I just cannot walk away ’til the Good Lord decides that he has need for me elsewhere. Thank you to all of our readers who have sent emails and left comments below. ~ J.B.
As of this moment – on this day – I have had enough.
Am I giving up? I do not know at this point. I am fed up with it all. 26 years on the air – and for WHAT?
Nearly 20 years with this website – and for WHAT? Apparently – not one damned thing!
All posts are still in my possession – and may pop up again in a day or so – or maybe a bit longer. But I need a break from ALL of this.
I am leaving a few posts on this site for now, one written by my dear friend and mentor – Granny. READ her words – and answer the same questions for and about yourself.
Without Apology,
You think you are disgusted, just think how it feels to have God’s hand in your life as a constant, empathtic companion, guiding you for the last 20 years, writing and writing and writing, and still to no obvious effect . However, He did tell me not to have any expectations.
I still trust, Jeffrey. God has a plan and all we can do is to do our best to listen to those small thoughts, the still small voice, the inspirations, the dreams, and follow them as best we can. There is so much against us.
If you ever want the books of Delamer Duverus, God’s Messenger, then please let us know and we will forward them to you. We can also send PDFs in the e-mail. These are the books which brought us to God and the REason of Things.
God does love us, and we really don’t how much has changed by what we have already done. We just don’t have His vantage point to know.
Hey Brother,
I just saw Your [temporary?] farewell posted on FO, and while it somewhat shocked me, I understood it well. I ask and answer dear Ol’ Jackie’s question over and over in my own mind more times than I can recount, in my own attempt to justify carrying on my fight by the way of the pen.
Whatever You or anyone else does, I will fight on, in some form or fashion, regardless of “the difference” I do or don’t make, because no longer fighting at all is the same as surrender to that which I hate.
You may be tired of broadcasting and posting articles that hit on the major issues of the day, but I’m certain Your fight is far from over and much fight remains in You, if only to be focused in a different manner and in a different direction, yet to be determined by You.
I could deliver all the “Pep” Talks in the world, but in the end, Only You can answer what is next and best for Yourself, Your Family and Those Around You Who You Love and Care For The Most.
As You know, I’ve been thinking for some time now, that I need to be in the community itself more, talking and spreading a conservative message where it will do the most good. Too many Americans have done so little, that even if we were making a huge difference in the thought processes of a large segment of the population, by ourselves it’s not been enough to combat the mountains of deception and propaganda that have been built by American-hating Communists who’ve had their clutches into our youth for decades.
The real difference may yet come by way of a combination of Biblical teachings of Jesus and Bullets, since the Marxist/ Maoist Machine has pulled a putsch out of their Collective Asses that took America unawares and off-guard, regarding its sophistication and level of organization, from the violence of Antifa and Black Lives Matter in U.S. cities for over a year to the rigged voting machines, Democrat Communist apparatchiks in key positions in the battleground states and onto their willing and complicit abrogation of election law and the cooperation of State Courts and the Supreme Court Cowards, who essentially betrayed their oaths and handed America into the hands of these treasonous, traitorous anti-American, red, radical, rat Communist Bastards.
All we can do is all we can do, without getting caught too much inside our own heads worrying about whether we are “making a difference”. Either the fight is right and necessary or it’s not. That’s the realization I finally came upon for myself.
And as noted in the Book of Judges, Chapter Eight:
“And the men of Ephraim said unto him, Why hast thou served us thus, that thou calledst us not, when thou wentest to fight with the Midianites? And they did chide with him sharply. 2And he said unto them, What have I done now in comparison of you? Is not the gleaning of the grapes of Ephraim better than the vintage of Abiezer? 3God hath delivered into your hands the princes of Midian, Oreb and Zeeb: and what was I able to do in comparison of you? Then their anger was abated toward him, when he had said that. 4And Gideon came to Jordan, and passed over, he, and the three hundred men that were with him, faint, yet pursuing them. 5And he said unto the men of Succoth, Give, I pray you, loaves of bread unto the people that follow me; for they be faint, and I am pursuing after Zebah and Zalmunna, kings of Midian.”
If FO shuts down, the path for the Truth has narrowed significantly. My editor at The Rutherford Reader is probably pretty damned close to ending her publication days too, as she turned 80 this year. And while I maintain a little blog of my own at WordPress, it’s URL is banned from Facebook.
Unfortunately — OR PERHAPS FORTUNATELY — I have always had trouble following the Bible’s advice to “be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him” or to not worry that Evil Men are prospering at the expense of Good People, and I especially have a tendency to be quick to anger, despite Biblical admonishments against such. I simply hope and pray the Good Lord brings forth my righteous anger — Yours and Mine and All America’s Righteous Anger — like a New Dawn, that delivers a fiery justice to America’s Enemies hotter than the noonday sun in Jackson, Mississippi on the 4th of July.
But, I suspect we’ll be making a real difference — the Best Difference — before too much longer, when we start planting these Communists in the ground and putting them out of our misery … HAhaHahahaha … Now that’s a difference I’d love to see, a Commie Free America, from Sea to Shining Sea.
Get some rest and have some fun. Go kiss a few Fat Girls and pat a couple of shapely rumps and then tell me how You feel tomorrow or in a few weeks. I’m with You and Your Friend Always, Forever and a Day, no matter where Your Journey Takes You from this day on. OH __ and don’t forget to sip a cup or three of Wild Turkey 101, since it’s Good for What Ails You … or a Jug of GranPa’s AppleJack Cider.
Take Care, Jeff!
God Bless You and Your Family. God Bless All the True American Patriots and Their Families and God Bless This America We Love So Well. May He Keep Her Free For All Eternity And Damn Her Enemies, Both Foreign and Domestic, To The Hell They Have Earned And So Richly Deserve.
de Oppresso Liber ___ Much Love and Respect ~ Justin
As a retired Fed with nearly 40 years of service before I retired in 2012, I have followed this site for as long as I remember. I even shared it with co-workers at FAA, GSA, FHWA, and more as I moved from one rung to another.
Rest assured, I am grateful for the work you’ve done. I maintain a couple of personal web sites that are tech/motor related as well as admin a special-interest forum. I understand the (usually thankless) work involved and appreciate you.
You may feel like a voice in the wilderness but you’re not alone.
enjoy your rest. but remember that it is almighty God that is in control of all things. He will judge this world that i see as a ship of fools. He did it in the days of noah and again with sodom and gamora, so this should not be any suprise. Read revelation, we win in the end.
It can be frustrating to keep beating the drum, but for myself, I will never stop professing the gospel message or speaking the truth about the times we live in. I am resting in him, its his power and guidance that keep me on course.
again, thank you for your work.
Please, don’t.
If you don’t see the difference then it is because of the trans-national ruling clique that still controls America with the iron grasp. They will fall, eventually, unless we (and you) give up.
Generations of resistance have been inspired by the Federal Observer. If you quit 20 years ago then there would be fewer of them.
Let me put your dilemma in a logical perspective.
If you strive for something but your efforts do not seem to accomplish what you desire then what would be a logical reaction to that?
To scale down your efforts or to intensify them?
(Logical answer: to intensify them.)
The bottom line is that America needs more Federal Observers not less.
One of the reasons why we have not prevailed, yet, is because we have not pushed hard enough. Our enemies did.
The more the Party of Cheating and Treason is threatening us the more vigorously and forcefully must we defend America from their attacks.
If you think that once you withdraw your life is going to be happier and easier then you are mistaken. They will get stronger and stronger, faster and faster, and – eventually – will make your life miserable.
Please, remember, we still have a better chance to prevail than the American “colonists” had in their struggle against king George in 1776.
Not at all sure why you feel failure. Don’t know your measure of success.
I do know that I have come here for a long time, and led others here as well.
I also know that I have been provoked and inspired by your words. Apparently
I have also inspired you recently as well. Think of my words in our recent email.
Maybe this is the reason we were drawn together. To inspire us onward together
in some way. No way to know for sure, unless you do quit …
Just my thoughts on the matter. I am a willing ear if you can use one.
The site is going through a rebuild – per se – but few will notice it. You will note that as of tonight I have begun to recycle old posts – some of which is my own writing – but most from other writers. See how old they are – see why I ask the questions that I do. See why ALL of us who have participated in this project ask these questions And when I say ‘ALL’ I speak of the READERS and the contributing WRITERS as well